Friday, October 31, 2008

Play Maker

Today we're told to stay at home, because it's Business Continuity Week, and we have to do our assignments at home. It feels so slack! Next week gonna get busy with FYP le. yeah!

The first assignment was to research on Towing Tank. The second, a series of calculation problems. Towing Tank was okay, the calculation part is the one everybody died doing the last question.

But i solved it! although it took 5 hours, but i still solved it! XD

i'm a genius.

Anyways, later going meet hui hong at woodlands (that monkey dunno how to go ECP?) and then go ECP for NIGHT CYCLING! so many people gonna go, Izwan's event!

Although I don't know what event is that, but it will and gonna be fun!

A lil' updates of yesterday's bull's eye event with photos! =D


Something i made! =X purely made it with Paint!


Our brush with coolness after the event. Oh yeah~

And the coolness crew came along, took our photos. Credits to Hui Yi & Hui Hong for taking the photos!


Weilson


Zhi Young


Jonathan


Jia Hao


Reggie

and finally when it all came to an end. BULL'S EYE!


The next best part of it was that we actually sat outside the hall eating our dinner (left over lunch actually...) and talked nonsense for a really long time! had lots of fun!

Also, until i board the bus did i notice i hadn't open wallet until then! that means didn't spend any money yesterday! =D

TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I WILL ALWAYS MEAN IT

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Lost

Today was a great day! after lesson went for bullseye event, it's really fun i'd say. precisely because it's an event where we get to do it with friends and jokes aside, we did our jobs eventfully well too! =)

playing by the ear never made me comfortable, but today was really fun when you listen to instructions. i realized the nine words came into command for me today: clarify your win, recognize your role, play the plan.

had lots of fun before, during, and after the event. especially after the event. but all is fun and joy, until i lost something really meaningful and precious to me. i only had it for one day, but it's as though the whole sky fell on me when i realized it was gone.

i am sorry...

TO HELL WITH MY PRIDE, TONIGHT I WILL CRY

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Dear John

The book was a fantastic read, i finished it, and gonna return it. Nicholas Sparks writes just about the most romantic, yet realistically painful ending. every word keeps you yearning for more, and the writer simply puts your heart in the character itself.

here's a short sypnosis from the back cover of Dear John,
"Dear John," the letter read. And with those two words, a heart was broken and two lives changed forever.

When Savannah Lynn Curtis comes into his life, John Tyree knows he is ready to turn over a new leaf. An angry rebel, he had enlisted in the army after high school, not knowing what else to do. Then, during a furlough, he meets Savannah, the girl of his dreams. The attraction is mutual and quickly grows into the kind of love that leaves Savannah vowing to wait for John while he finishes his tour of duty. But neither can foresee that 9/11 is about to change the world. Like so many proud men and women, John must choose between love and country. Now, when he finally returns to North Carolina, John will discover that loving Savannah will force him to make the hardest decision of his life.


my recommended read, and i'm gonna go for more of his books.

More on today, all david's lesson was changed to ngoh's lesson. Lecture learnt something, although wanted to just fall and knock out. seriously, very sleepy in lecture until the calculation part where we finally can do something and work our minds.

after lesson went out for lunch Botak Jones! it's refreshingly nice. There's Wei Kok, Thao, Jonathan, Enshao, Zhi Young, Kok Kiat, Daniel and me. The menu changed a lil', portion revised a lil', and the fries less! >,< But it was very nice nonetheless.

late for lesson after lunch, and after lesson went to convention centre for mdm regina. everybody stared and relive the jokes for her. haliarious sight! hahas.

Bull's Eye!
on the way home, johnny called and asks urgently for me to head back. i drop got off the bus, the ms foo said since i'm out, it's alright. but i'm still activated last minute for this event! argh. hahahas. but i guess it's nice since i've never seen it before anyways.

But i'd still like to say, read the book Dear John. it's nice =)

I THOUGHT IT WAS WORTH WAITING

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

GReeeeN - キセキ (kiseki, means miracle)



credits to young. =)

Dear John

I Like to Read!
I borrowed a book from the library, Dear John by Nicholas Sparks. Nicholas Sparks was recommended by Sharron, and this book is really nice! The due date is tomorrow, on 29th oct. I'm so dead, merely more than half-way through! I'm so gonna finish it by determination! hahahas.

Dear John
It's about a story of a junkie, growing up with his father who appears introvert, but still manage to raise him single-handedly in his own way. He goes army, matures. Met a girl during his break, struggles to keep in relationship with just phone calls and letters, and a yearly break. Up till where i read, the girl couldn't bear the pain and loneliness, fell in love with another guy, so broke up with this guy.

It's heart wrenching, makes me wanna read all the way without doing anything else...

I'm going TechnoFibre in awhile, gonna go discuss FYP. Gosh, 4 days of holidays, saturday spent at home resting, sunday and yesterday working, today FYP. tomorrow school! Time is tightening it's grip on me.

Working yesterday was real fun though. I was given the surprise of doing presenter! even public holiday, 11am shows also have to come out and present. and so that's what i did! i think i did a terrible job. but the trainers have a very unique and special and nice way of encouragement. they would praise, and add the hint of better improvement. they just somehow used the right words to do just that! i also had two hands-on in soundroom, where i'd have to switch music and all those things you do in soundroom. it's slightly easier than talking out there, but the concentration needs to be high. perhaps it's still early for me, thus i needed much concentration plus the fact that i'm nervous. although it's a behind curtains job, the sounds you play will be heard by everyone, so if i screw up, i'm so dead. hahahahaas. otters were also cute! i washed the enclosure of the two female ones, twinkle and princess. while washing twinkle's enclosure, she kept coming to me biting my crocs! that's so cute but i had the thought "if you bite my leg, you're so dead". but i wouldn't do anything to hurt her luh. she's too cute =D

all in all, yesterday was fulfilling!

yesterday rained too. i like rain, it sometimes washes away my runny nose, and revitalizes me. it's always refreshing and nice to be in the rain. i really hate it when people tell me i'll get sick, maybe i want to? but rain doesn't make me sick, at least so far.

and walking down the beach to the station was again like looking at my emotion wave. somehow feelings affects me, from that book and in reality. it's weird, but i almost felt like...sad.

LONE

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Loneliness

Worked today at the lagoon, it's been so long since i worked there. It's like i almost forgot everything i learnt! But luckily, i didn't forget anything important. =) Need to go down again tomorrow! I sure missed the darling otters! They are so cute can!

Sentosa Dusk
After work, walking to the beach station sure set me down on moments. I had that urge to stay, sit by the beach, all alone. I feel like watching the sun slowly submerging into the horizons, letting it's light dissolving into the darkening sky. I wanna sit by the beach then, listening to the little waves playing along the shore. By night, I'd still be there, under the night sky, hoping to pry on a few passing by whites. The last, i had 8 whites slicing through the mysterious dark.

I felt a certain something in me, like i hadn't really think properly in a long time, evaluating my life. something telling me that i should really take a step back from life, look at it from all angles, and then think of what to do, then get back on track. Perhaps my life has really gone too fast, until only a sudden change of pace made me realize the truth.

Perhaps it's time i grow up. =)

WHO LOVES THE SUN

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Afresh!

I wonder who's gonna read this first post! =)

Days are getting tiring, but when the tiredness is gone, boredom sets in! It's like a race car, racing all his life until one day, the owner died. Then it just sits there, doing nothing.

I just went past a few camps. In sequence: MEL Camp (Cruise), Poly Forum, Legacy Camp.

Of these three camps, Legacy Camp will set to change my life! It's no boast or anything, but it really instill a certain...mindset in me? Whatever it did to me, it certainly changed my thinkings!

"Clarify the win, Recognize your role, Play the plan"
"it is not about you, but what you left behind...that will become the legacy"

I'VE BEEN SECRETLY FALLING APART