Long~

it's been so long since my last post! nothing much happened, or perhaps everything that happened, i got so used to it. this coming friday going for this outreach training camp, or at least i think that's what it is.

few days ago, hasn't been at ease. my eyes are playing tricks on me! i thought i saw MJ around. =/ it's especially worst when she looked through me as though.....enough of that. maybe i missed that presence.

anyways, in class has been camwhoring. hahahas.


me and pauline


me and pauline with that monkey johnathan behind!

and just yesterday, we went KAP for lunch during the two hours break. pei rong saw me! hahahas. though i didn't see her.


the gang eating without me =(


why keep camwhoring with pauline? lols


so i pulled naqiah in! she looks like she's blind. o.O


and then i thought it'd be fun, so i pull both of them in!

but that was the fun yesterday. today gonna go techno for FYP and start marking out and prepare cutting le.

and tomorrow gonna go camp. T.T

but let's hope, it's all gonna be fun fun fun! ;D

enjoy life mah, isn't that gonna be the click? =)

So late!

You know what? I didn't go work today. I woke up early, and felt sicky. hmmmm. as in, flu and cough comes back at full swing. gosh. then later on in the morning had to make toilet bowl more comfortable (not literally tho).

Whole day at home doing nothing much! But then earlier on slept too much. now couldn't sleep. but i found this song, so cute! It's actually from my friend Yun Ru de, then i tried searching it then, and i couldn't find any trace of it.

As reminded from the night cycling and the song Xiao Jiu Wo by LJJ, i tried today. It's really cute, and the lyrics are meaningful. i guess i'll never stop my habit of reading a song's lyrics, and only those with rythem and appeals to me will be of my taste.

I think i'm gonna force myself to sleep le. I also downloaded LJJ and Jay's latest album!

cycling pics on on young's blog. guess i'll get them all and post them up soon =)

There's also the issue of certain things. i think...reading all those sometimes stings me. i read about weakness, but i wish i know how to say.

sometimes i feel that my will and determination exceeds far beyond my sights. knowing the word 'fear' simply pushes me further. tasting the word 'defeat' stretches my mentality. yet after all it ends, i stand tall with an aching heart, also aware and oblige to the rules of do's and don'ts.

tell me when will i stop aching with those emotions that swirls around me?