I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
That's the last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If our love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
But girl I'll make it easy for you
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If our love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
,to stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
Past 5 days at Suntec Convention Centre was interesting one. first day was not really good because i know nobody there and everybody seems to know each other already! left out. but caught up quickly as people are friendly, and by second day i'm already enjoying the job.
initially i thought our boss (all female ones) are rather fierce, but they kinda broke down to friendlier creatures as time pass. i guess they just don't want people to climb over their heads bah =)
if you wonder what i work there as, i'm a Conference Assistant. which means anything related to the conference, whatever our boss wants us to do, we do. :D
SKW! kinda. my main post would be gate keeper, and surprisingly the most lasting one. those counter girls kinda don't need to come anymore after the 2nd day. because they weren't so much in need.
i have done some pretty interesting jobs, including ushering, gate keeping, setting up laptops, keeping them too, ticket collection at gate, ticket collection inside lunch area (and it's a pain! EVERY TABLE GO DISTURB THEM TO TAKE COUPONS!), and even tearing down papers. 2nd and 3rd day i also went to NUS UCC for this public talk by nobel winnders. they sure can research, but presentation skills suck! why i say that? because they hypnotise me. rawr! within 5 minutes somemore!
anyways, felt really fat during the job. because everyday can eat until full full! especially at NUS there, the food was excellent. thursday also, the tea break had BUTTER FRIED WINGS! omg. ate like 15 wings! =.=
greedy? it's just too nice. took turns to hide in the room near our station to eat! lols.
i think the greatest and stupidest achievement is stopping the BOSS of the conference from entering the pass holder's area. actually, we stopped the friend's wife, but after some arguement and he kinda brought up our boss' (the female one) name, we let them through. it wasn't until after when we heard from other gate keepers that we just denied entry of this super big shot. O.O
doesn't matter much i guess. we just did our job ^^
and of course, met some really cool friends and people. those conference delegates i wouldn't say name, but some are really damn friendly! =) i think that's how you should be to everyone. be friendly! people will like you better =)
my partner, Stan, and other gate keepers like Samuel, Swee Kit, Damien, Kayson, Justin, Daniel, etc etc etc. and our bosses, Juveana, Joey, and CHIP YING! hahahahahahas.
anyways, conference can be tiring when i got home. but i guess it's another new experience. now i wanna try sales. or something like that. because i discovered something, i put on a smiley face even when i'm tired. like in the conference, nobody believed that i'm really tired. Daniel couldn't, Stan couldn't. it's really tiring to smile, to put on a mask. but that has become a natural reaction or instinct for me already.
and now...
just got msn talk...
update sometime later bah =)
adios!
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